Your moods change but it’s ok. Actually I don’t have to say it’s ok. It’s you. I have promised to love you, with your ups and downs, in good mood and in bad. I have promised to love you till I live, till death do us apart.
I’m a selfish girl and I do not hesitate for a moment to accept that fact. I crave for your attention, I would die for your love, I would do anything for you and I wish, it’s the tinniest of wishes, that you would show your love to me.
You love me, there’s no doubt about it but at times I feel you are burdened by my love. What can I do at those times but to simply shut myself up, crying in bathroom where no one hear me and wait for a miracle. I shouldn’t expect anything but love you, without any expectations, but I am still human and my humane qualities may make you suffocate and you may think it limits your freedom.
I’m going away for sometime, you will have all the freedom you want. I will be silent, I will try to be cold and inhuman, will try not to think of you,I will fail I know that as the sun will shine in the morn but I’m going to replace my heart tonight and lock it bury it somewhere deep. I’m selfish and I expect you to call me and see whether I’ve reached home, in a stormy night but I shouldn’t really.
I’m happy with you. I’m happy to spend my life with you. Everyday I wake up to hear you and when I go to bed your voice rings inside my mind, echoing what you would say last. I know how much you love me and so am I. I know for a fact that I simply cannot live without you and I love that feeling. To have someone to love in this world is such a fantastic feeling.
Wonderful to be with you, loving every moment of our love…
You know what I like to hear the most? You saying I love you. When you say that my heart jumps up and down and it tingles and tickles and gives me a mesmerizing feeling. It makes me excited and jubilant because I know exactly what I want in life. You. Nothing but you and your love and it is the best feeling on earth, to have and to hold the one who means the universe to me and the best part is you also feel the same. You love me, probably more than me but I adore you for everything you are.
You make me so alive and I feel that I’m alive when I’m with you.
I was able to talk with you today, but on and off which is not enough. I missed the long romantic conversations we usually have. I should look after you more, I feel I’m not doing enough. You need my warmth but you hardly say. But I know. I will give you all the love I have. I will give you everything I have, for you, because you make me alive with your everlasting love.
Today seems to be far far better than last few days. You seem to be understanding and loving me softly, just the way I wanted. A little bit of patience can do wonders. You love me, I have no doubt but when you show that you do, that make me ecstatic and jubilant, making me the happiest girl on entire universe. You have the capability of making me happy and sad; I love it, if you choose the former, i.e. Making me happy, rather than the latter.