It’s up to God…

I feel like a looser. Love is not enough at times isn’t it? Love is just a word that sound hollow. Love is such a pure and precious word. I love you. I love you so much. When I think of you, my eyes fill with tears, you are adorable, my gosh, yes you are. What would I not do for you? I would die for you. How can I prove my love to you? How can I feel you love me too? God I still believe in. I have only him now. I love you and I shout that in top of my voice, but no one hear it. Have I become dumb? No one hears it. Do you hear it? Memories hurt me, so much. It is as if zillion needles hit me at once, piercing my heart, stabbing it again and again. Love is such a painful feeling. I have never betrayed your love, I promise you that. You and me, we are meant to be. I will wait, till my heart can bear this pain of not knowing what you feel. You never hurt me, that’s why you let me stay, next to you. I love you, I love you so much. Don’t you feel it?

I love you.

God, please help me!!!!



Air I breathe…

People do mistakes, sometimes once, sometimes more than once. I did. I have acted inn such a way which is not my nature and it slowly, slowly broke your heart. I loved you but it was no enough. The pain and bother was too much and it superseded love. At times, love is not enough. I know now. You are so precious to me. Without you, my world will be just like a world without sun, which I can’t even dream of. I love you. I remember you, think of you and wish I could be with you. But I am going to cultivate some loads of patience. Because I love you, because I care, because I cannot lose you again and again. I need you so much to be alive.

You are the air I breathe…




How can I not love you?


When we push things too hard, they go away from us. That is a universal truth and I know now it’s true. If I pester you, invade your privacy, keep calling you and bother, then perhaps tonight, I would not have you. Love is patient and so am I. you mean so much to me. You are my love, my life, my soul mate, my everything. So I should cultivate soma patience and be the companion you always seek. The friend, the comrade, the mother, I will have all these roles. Because you are worthy of all the hardships and all the pains. You are truly worthy enough for my love, my compassion and my soul.

How can I not love you?




I have no words to express my happiness. You make me content and see the light. You always do. You are the most adorable thing that has happen to me. You are not the perfect love, you don’t know the art of caring, you hurt me, you are sadistic at times and the list of imperfections go on. But I love you. Knowing very well your imperfections and seeing you as my perfect match. I love you. I know now. Living without you is impossible. I would say that after million years too. I love you. You make me so complete and see the insanity in me. You are patient with me at times, at times you just snap but as your girl I should bear it all. That’s what a girl friend would do. I love you and I know very well you too. It’s not I wanna have a passionate affair sort of love perhaps, it is there within us but it is I want you when I’m older and when my hair is gray kind of love. A life long companionship. I need you. In every wake of my life, I need you. You bring out the best in me and all I have to do is to control my emotions. Life is not easy at all. Life just make us so frustrating at times but I will be stronger for both of us. My heart, I know it is too fragile,  but the entire space is dedicated for you.

I’m not the perfect girl you want perhaps. But my love is so magnanimous, I’m sure no one will even come closer in that regard. You have my body, mind, soul and spirit. Your name is engraved in every blood vessel in my body. I love you purely, knowing who you are and I will never fail you. You are my love, you are my God and you are my best friend, my soul mate. You made me believe in love and life again. You are the greatest lover and you are just perfect to me.

I love you so very much. Love me too…




Just after the doomsday, You gave me my life back.

Thank you so very much.

I will love you more…

I love you and I cannot live without you. That is a fact and I know that is the truth as I’m sure the sun is shining tomorrow and I love that fact. Moments away from you make me go insane but I will bear it since I have no other choice of course. When I’m with you my heart is somersaulting and it is just a wonderful feeling. To be with you, sitting next to you, holding your hands and listening to your voice, these are the few simple things in life, you may say, that make my life so complete. You complete me, in every way. That’s why I adore you, worshipping the ground you walk and it’s not at all a blind faith but love, that comes from the deepest end of my heart, once belong to me but now it’s all yours and I know you will make it safe. In your heart, I am safe too I know and you are making me so happy by giving me so much love. I get mad at you at times but I shouldn’t have. I should cultivate patience and love you, madly like I do now. I feel I can love you more. I will.

I will love you more, and more and more till I die, my everlasting love….




My Baby…

I do not at all find you perfect. To be honest perfects bores me to death. You don’t need a perfect person to love. You can love an imperfect person and accept them as they are. That is real love, I’m not bragging about myself here but still. I love you. It’s a fact as I always say. At times you are in your best behavior, at times it’s terrible to the core. But all in all, I know you love me and we are bonded. I need you to be alive. You too love me and accept me as your better half. What more do we want? I’m happy with you and loving every minute of our love.

You make me so alive, among other things, that’s why perhaps I love you a much like this.

I love you my baby….

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