I will bear it for today….

I love you to the very core of me. All my blood cells carry your name around my body and to my heart, where my love multiplies. When I breathe, all my sighs remind me how lonely I am, without you. Your love consumes me, when you are near and far away. My finger tips year your touch, they want it so bad I had to ask them to lie low. My lips are in agony for a week now. I have tried all my charm to distract them and they don’t listen to me anymore. I’m so in love with you. I can’t exactly pin point the moment I fell for you, it has been a long process but now I am, irrevocably and madly in love with you and I am in agonizing, excruciating pain when I am far away with you. I’m haunted with nightmares, where I see you with pretty girls, which I feel so helpless and when I wake up I cry and pour my sadness unto my pillow and I feel sorry for it too. It has seen my pain, my melancholy and my worst moments. I miss you so much and I can’t help it and so do you. At times we are meant to be away for sometimes and it kills me, literally and I hate it. You, being a busy body, don’t have time to ponder about these minute details and men usually don’t linger on these. But being a girl friend is not easy and I’m determined to make myself tougher and heartless for today.

Otherwise I would break into zillions of tiny particles and fade away…..





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