When I think of it I shiver. I feel I am about to die. It burns me like hot coal, piercing my heart, stabbing again and again. I am losing my breath. I love you so much. Don’t say I’m going out of hand. You are the only one in this world I would like to share my life with. I’m not afraid to anyone but you. I am an idiot sometimes but I love you. I wish you would be gentle with me. When you shout at me I feel like killing my ownself. What is the point of my life when you don’t understand me. You, the only one on this earth I want to spend my life with. I am under a lot of stress and pain. Don’t shout at me or be mad.
I am already broken and hurt…
~ Dilly ~