Feel my heart beat?

I just want to spend my entire life with you. You are too adorable and I can’t stop thinking about you.  When we are not together, tears come to my eyes involuntarily.
I love you so so very much. Feel my heart beat?

~ Dilly ~



When I am near you,
Nothing else can even remotely explain how I feel.
I love you so much…

~ Dilly ~

Sorry is not enough…

Sometimes I act stupidly and then feel ashamed of the way I behaved. That is when you explained me that I was not in my best behavior. Then I feel sorry for you, for bearing up with me, later I feel angry with myself, for making you undergo such pains and then I feel like hiding in a tunnel or somewhere no one would come.

I think of only myself. It disgusts me. I say, I think of you more than me but really? I think of my pains and melancholia but not yours. You are the one, fighting a battle of your own, to be with me and love me. I should understand that.

From my childhood, I got all the love and care in the world and I never had to think how it would come or is it difficult o show affection at some scenarios. I was poured with love and that’s it. I never had to ask for love or beg or wait. Am I psychologically imbalanced, I don’t think so but I should not have behaved that way, making myself a burden to you.

Sorry is not enough…


~ Dilly ~


Crazy Love…


This love is crazy isn’t it? It makes me think of unimaginable feelings I seem to be having. But all in all, there is a huge empty space in my heart, when I am not with you. The longing not to make love but to hold your hands and lie down near you and listening to the beat of your heart.
It would be so peaceful…

~ Dilly ~

On 19th with ♥…

It’s another 19th. Do you remember many moons ago a gentle soul fell in love with me. It was not easy because I had to fight with confusion and pride and then we discovered ourselves. Ever since then, oh boy, what a ride it was. Full of happiness and sometimes sadness. Frustration anger loneliness and misunderstanding was trying to get the worst of us.

I failed to read you at times but after all these years what I understood is that love is a commitment. When I say I love  you, I am promising you that I would not  break your heart but being with you through thick and thin. In good times and in bad. Holding your hand and making sure you get the best out of our relationship.

I love you so much, I tend to act naive at times but soon I rectify myself putting you before me. I hope I was able to make you happy all these years and I will in years to come.

You are not the easiest lover with your unexplained mood swings and fire balls of anger but I am sure that no one can make you happy like I do.

Well, it’s a fact.. ♥


~ Dilly ~
19/04 / 2014

Hard to be positive, really…

I am definitely in pain. But if I want to be more positive, you may realise that you truly love me, like myself in this momentary separation. For me it is the greatest pain on earth. I am practically dead. It’s very hard to be positive about it… 😦

~ Dilly ~



I am going to be totally honest with you. I am truly missing you, the feeling gives me unbelievable pain. And I was angry for not being able to talk to you. So very pissed. I am human too right. I feel things acutely when you are not near.
You know how to make me feel alright. A simple text is suffice. When I know that you think about me too, I feel like singing in the rain. You are my everything baby and I am so in love with you…

~ Dilly ~
17/04 / 2014