Instead of saying “Goodnight” at the middle of the day, you could have asked, “How are you?” and it won’t hurt either of us.
Knowing that you are busy, I don’t want to cling to you and be miserable. Instead I do household chores and read. Days pass very slowly but I am not going to complain because I cannot do anything about it. Holidays are depressing times, it makes you ponder into things.
I hope you are ok and doing fine.