Tossing my overburdened head from side to side, I am trying to close my mind at get some sleep but mind refusing vehemently. I need a solution and I have already pleaded all Gods but none answered yet. One thing I am certain of. I love you, so much and sometimes I wonder is it too much. We are connected with an invisible thread and wherever I go you would follow but I want it to be real. Slowly I am losing my mind, my sanity and my life. I love you. I need you in my life. Till my last moments on earth.