Mostly Rain. Shine. Snow in couple of months. I feel uneasy. Should unearth this feeling. I don’t know what to do but I have to knock some sense into my stubborn head. I hear noises and they are too much. It is deafening. Living among unknown, not knowing what the future brings, not having you by my side, you who fought all my wars with me and who gave honest opinion and courage, I don’t know what God has planned for me. It gives me immense pain.