I just wanted to surprise you by saying the story of finding the ring later. But unfortunately I had no internet. I think I was almost dead but thankfully revived. I know now what love is. I thought I knew but I was wrong. I thought I had everything in control but I was so wrong. I have messed up your life and mine. Its crazy. I wanted to be with you but stupidly I went ten thousand miles away from you. I have to suffer for the pain I have caused. For hurting you. For making you sad. Love is such a pain to be away from each. I have spent only two days but I think it is such an excruciating pain.
Life is a Hell…