Melting…

Your mind starts to wonder. You absolutely hate this because you know for a fact how this would end up. Yet you lie down on your bed, closing your eyes. You think about the thin line between love and resentment. Do you hate X? You can never. You know for a fact that X is not patient enough like you, always wants you around, with your pampering and loving ways and your unconditional love.

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You mind is running back and forth bringing back memories and you remember you promised X never to leave. This is different, you try to argue. “I have not left X for another person, it’s just temporary and I am always faithful”. You tell yourself. You know it’s not a lie but the promise sound hollow to your ears and you feel guilty.

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You remember how X used to kiss you and your expressions change. You blink hard. You feel all those feelings you tried to subside.coming to get you just like a hurricane. And you feel moist in your eyes. You are melting down. You start to cry and there is a huge empty space in your heart, it’s so huge you feel you are not the person whom you used to be. You look around, not a single soul, not even a bird song. You dialled X’s number and wonder you are blocked by X. No answer. You are in agony.

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You realize you have to face all the fucked up things on your life and figure out.

You are in this on your own.
10/03/2017

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