I will always love you…

Today is not just another 19th. Today is 19th of June. The month and date we met. It was not love at first sight for me. But for you I think. I took my time and you were irresistible. You knew how to make me fell for you. It’s been five years now. We had fights, just like any couple but we sorted them out. That’s the most important thing. I love you and for you, I would do anything. I want to be next to you. At all times. Night and day, no matter how much we fight at times. It’s a part of a relationship right? But I don’t want to be remembered as the couple who always fought, so show some if your love okay?
I love you baby. Happy Anniversary!

~ Dilly~
19/06/2016

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Oh, How much I miss you…

 

Another day. Oh, another day. Time pass so slowly when I am far away from you. It is killing me. But what can I do but keep mum and hoping time to pass fast till I see you again. It’s amazing what love can do to you. Love makes you happy and crazy at the same time leaving you paralyze in pain. Not just pain but excruciating, bone cracking pain.

Oh, how much I missed you. Lost for words….

 

~ Dilly ~

12/04/2014

My Eternal Sunshine…

Do you know that you are the “Eternal Sunshine” for me?

It is amazing to have such love and warmth from you, it encourages me and make me whole. I like a crazy person, smile for nothing sometimes, thinking of you.

For you, I am crazy…

~ Dilly ~

03/04/2014

The smile I would die for…

We have come so far together. I have shed tears, so did you, when I was acting like a lunatic sometimes. I wasn’t really mad, but the idea of living without you mad me insane.

I still remember how you touched my hand for the first time, I was driving and you touched my hand, slowly softly with bit hesitation. I liked it. I liked the feeling of your warm hand brushing mine, giving me wonderous feeling, a sensation which I did not felt before. I loved you at that moment and a river was flowing in me, a river of love and affection.

When you were not near me, my heart was sad and I could not cope. I cried in pain. It was agonizing. For the first time of my life, I felt what love is. All my senses seek you, retorting and rushing towards you and my love was overflowing. I remember how you waited for me, your eyes seeking my presence and when you see me finally, the smile that I would die for. Even now I see it. It is still there. You hardly show that but I sense it.

Every moment of you shows how much you love me. I was a fool not to see that. I am innocent my baby. I have loved you, only you and I am and always will. You mean the world to me and I am not just saying but I have no means of proving it. I forgive everything you do, you have made me cry by your bolts of anger and I am afraid of those. It is like hot coal on my bare skin. I burn, mercilessly. Do you feel my pain?

But I always believe that you are the best thing that has happened to me. We love each other, we think of each other and I am sure I will die before you. Don’t hurt me if you can because I have ocean full of love, in my heart, just for you and I have dedicated my poor soul to you, without any fear. It is yours now. Save it and save me from my tears.

I love you so very much…

~ Dilly ~

24/02/2014

My God?

I’m in love with you and say it out loud. It’s not enough, when I write; I feel I can write more, so I write more. But it’s not enough. Not enough. I argue with myself. I can love you more; there must be zillion ways to show love, isn’t it? I have to find them, because you deserve to love by me in those zillion ways and more. You are worth it. When someone look at you, you are just the ordinary one from outside, but I tell them, looks can be deceptive, what matters is what’s inside, the love and affection that can’t be measured.

I love you more than before. You know everything, how to handle anything. Is it wrong when I call you “ MY GOD”?

 

~ Dilly ~

15/02/2014