I think I have told you million times that I am in love with you. May be more than that, not less. Without expecting anything I love you and I have not quantified how much you love me. I love you with my whole heart, body and soul. I dream of you, only you. I think of you, no one else comes to my mind. I don’t know that means fidelity or faithfulness. I do not dream of others, think of another or wish that someone else would be here instead of you. It disgusts me to think like that, honest o God. I feel I am betraying you. However handsome or attractive someone else would be, it is none of my business because what I want in my life, is right in front of me. I love you. I will always do. I don’t expect you to say the same or feel the same as me. I would be very happy if you say so or express it but even if you didn’t do so, I will just bend my head and still and will love you.
God is out there and he is watching and blessing me. That would be enough.
*My 50th love letter for you. I have written so many but due to an unexplainable situation those were lost and I have started again.
~ Dilly ~