A serious wish…

I love you. I start all my letters by saying so. It is true. With loads on my back and lots of things going on, basically chores, I am uneasy. I need you, to be with me, a dream I may hardly be able to fulfill. I miss you, when we don’t talk my heart just break. Do you know that feeling of being lost among the crowd? I don’t know why I love you this much. But I do. I really really do. You are too adorable to resist. I pray that we could be able to be together till eternity. I seriously wish that.

~ Dilly~


Your Girl…

I am sick. I hate to be. I should be able to run around as I please and give you the best all the time. I love it when you pinch my nipples and suck them and when you give me a slap in the back too. Not very hard but sexy enough. I want to get well soon. I want to be the one you would not take your eyes off. Your girl…♥

~ Dilly~

You Surprise me, always…

You always surprise me.

When I am feeling down and out and struggling to live one more second, thinking how painful love is when your guy isn’t near you ….

You call me, always at that time where I have lost hope and ready to give in to the melancholy creeping inside, trying to invade my sanity.

I just love you so much…



~ Dilly ~


Oh, How much I miss you…


Another day. Oh, another day. Time pass so slowly when I am far away from you. It is killing me. But what can I do but keep mum and hoping time to pass fast till I see you again. It’s amazing what love can do to you. Love makes you happy and crazy at the same time leaving you paralyze in pain. Not just pain but excruciating, bone cracking pain.

Oh, how much I missed you. Lost for words….


~ Dilly ~


Nothing is impossible…

When someone feel the love of their life, in every breath, that is quite something don’t you think? It is a rare phenomenon since all are thinking of how to make “their” lives better and never reciprocate.

If I say I love you that would be an understatement. It does not exactly depict the immense adoration I have for you. It’s a craze to love someone so madly, despite the follies of both sides and pains of the heart.

As you say “Nothing is impossible”. What a lesson was that?  I am happy and proud to be on your side and to share my life with you. I love you and no matter what, we will find a way to reach our dreams and I know we would be so happy together, in times to come and in after lives too.

Forgive me for reserving you, for me, all for myself.

I just love you so much…


~ Dilly ~


Fact that you know…

I was thinking all the ups and downs we had. All the pain I gave you and you gave me. How I disappointed you and you disappointed me. All in all, what matters is, even now you make me hot and cold at the same time and I think it is pure awesome. Love will decay, a smarty pant said but love would not. Many people tried to eradicate it from this earth it blossoms again and again, in the minds of us. Love never decays or get old. Perspective is. So since I want to fall in love everyday with you, I changed my perspective.
You are not perfect. Your ways have eroded my heart in zillion ways. I have to bear lots of pains and I am not the naïve girl you met couple of years ago. I was not sure of the powers of my love before. I was scared to lose you but I fear nothing now. It is a fact that we are meant to go that long long way. So better get used to it because I have asked for you in lives to come too. I have so much love for you, I want to give everything to you and make you satisfied. I may not sound gentler and stupid like before but the fact remain true to my heart.
I love you btw It’s a fact….

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~ Dilly ~


The smile I would die for…

We have come so far together. I have shed tears, so did you, when I was acting like a lunatic sometimes. I wasn’t really mad, but the idea of living without you mad me insane.

I still remember how you touched my hand for the first time, I was driving and you touched my hand, slowly softly with bit hesitation. I liked it. I liked the feeling of your warm hand brushing mine, giving me wonderous feeling, a sensation which I did not felt before. I loved you at that moment and a river was flowing in me, a river of love and affection.

When you were not near me, my heart was sad and I could not cope. I cried in pain. It was agonizing. For the first time of my life, I felt what love is. All my senses seek you, retorting and rushing towards you and my love was overflowing. I remember how you waited for me, your eyes seeking my presence and when you see me finally, the smile that I would die for. Even now I see it. It is still there. You hardly show that but I sense it.

Every moment of you shows how much you love me. I was a fool not to see that. I am innocent my baby. I have loved you, only you and I am and always will. You mean the world to me and I am not just saying but I have no means of proving it. I forgive everything you do, you have made me cry by your bolts of anger and I am afraid of those. It is like hot coal on my bare skin. I burn, mercilessly. Do you feel my pain?

But I always believe that you are the best thing that has happened to me. We love each other, we think of each other and I am sure I will die before you. Don’t hurt me if you can because I have ocean full of love, in my heart, just for you and I have dedicated my poor soul to you, without any fear. It is yours now. Save it and save me from my tears.

I love you so very much…

~ Dilly ~