Together we have passed many years. I love you for that. We were delighted and sometimes miserable. But we stood united, loving the other and fulfilling the promise of being with the other in rain and shine. Misfortune would not always delay us, that I am dead sure.
Fate will favour us soon enough and we will be over the moon. We will have what we desired apart from each other that is. We will not be powerless and fragile. My love is pure and true and we will have each other for the rest of our lives and after.
Many more lifetimes together. Will you be ok with that?
Sometimes I dream of you at night. I can’t exactly remember what they were. Sometimes I think I am confusing myself with dreams and reality. In every waking hour too I think of you. Just as I breathe in and breathe out I think of you. Your name is circulating in my blood stream and every blood cell of mine is familiar with you now. Your touch, exquisite and it makes me feel extra ordinary and I shiver when I remember the taste of your kiss. It’s magical.
Are you a human or a Demi God, I sometimes wonder. I love you, that I know and you are my God…
I feel like a looser. Love is not enough at times isn’t it? Love is just a word that sound hollow. Love is such a pure and precious word. I love you. I love you so much. When I think of you, my eyes fill with tears, you are adorable, my gosh, yes you are. What would I not do for you? I would die for you. How can I prove my love to you? How can I feel you love me too? God I still believe in. I have only him now. I love you and I shout that in top of my voice, but no one hear it. Have I become dumb? No one hears it. Do you hear it? Memories hurt me, so much. It is as if zillion needles hit me at once, piercing my heart, stabbing it again and again. Love is such a painful feeling. I have never betrayed your love, I promise you that. You and me, we are meant to be. I will wait, till my heart can bear this pain of not knowing what you feel. You never hurt me, that’s why you let me stay, next to you. I love you, I love you so much. Don’t you feel it?
I have no words to express my happiness. You make me content and see the light. You always do. You are the most adorable thing that has happen to me. You are not the perfect love, you don’t know the art of caring, you hurt me, you are sadistic at times and the list of imperfections go on. But I love you. Knowing very well your imperfections and seeing you as my perfect match. I love you. I know now. Living without you is impossible. I would say that after million years too. I love you. You make me so complete and see the insanity in me. You are patient with me at times, at times you just snap but as your girl I should bear it all. That’s what a girl friend would do. I love you and I know very well you too. It’s not I wanna have a passionate affair sort of love perhaps, it is there within us but it is I want you when I’m older and when my hair is gray kind of love. A life long companionship. I need you. In every wake of my life, I need you. You bring out the best in me and all I have to do is to control my emotions. Life is not easy at all. Life just make us so frustrating at times but I will be stronger for both of us. My heart, I know it is too fragile, but the entire space is dedicated for you.
I’m not the perfect girl you want perhaps. But my love is so magnanimous, I’m sure no one will even come closer in that regard. You have my body, mind, soul and spirit. Your name is engraved in every blood vessel in my body. I love you purely, knowing who you are and I will never fail you. You are my love, you are my God and you are my best friend, my soul mate. You made me believe in love and life again. You are the greatest lover and you are just perfect to me.
I do not at all find you perfect. To be honest perfects bores me to death. You don’t need a perfect person to love. You can love an imperfect person and accept them as they are. That is real love, I’m not bragging about myself here but still. I love you. It’s a fact as I always say. At times you are in your best behavior, at times it’s terrible to the core. But all in all, I know you love me and we are bonded. I need you to be alive. You too love me and accept me as your better half. What more do we want? I’m happy with you and loving every minute of our love.
You make me so alive, among other things, that’s why perhaps I love you a much like this.
Today seems to be far far better than last few days. You seem to be understanding and loving me softly, just the way I wanted. A little bit of patience can do wonders. You love me, I have no doubt but when you show that you do, that make me ecstatic and jubilant, making me the happiest girl on entire universe. You have the capability of making me happy and sad; I love it, if you choose the former, i.e. Making me happy, rather than the latter.
You are getting angry with me. It’s been from sometime now. Thinking about it for some time I think it may be my fault. I should love you more. Then I can soothe you and make you less angry. I should have been doing that all along rather than worry and crying.