Another day. Oh, another day. Time pass so slowly when I am far away from you. It is killing me. But what can I do but keep mum and hoping time to pass fast till I see you again. It’s amazing what love can do to you. Love makes you happy and crazy at the same time leaving you paralyze in pain. Not just pain but excruciating, bone cracking pain.
I want to feel you around me. Then I feel so good. I want to hear you. I feel so awesome. I want to feel you. Life is not a life, when you are far away. I’m saying the truth. You know that. I try to control myself. Try to act as if everything is ok. But nothing is ok. Don’t want to burden you. So I shut myself up. Inside I’m choking in loneliness. It kills me 24×7 if you aren’t with me.
There would be a time that I would be able to live my life with you. I know it’s coming soon. I will try to be strong till that day.
You have become my religion. You name is like a prayer that come to my lips every morning. I keep remembering you, your scent, your kiss and everything belongs to you. I chant hymns and pray. My eyes need to see only you, y hands yearn for your touch, my lips cry for a kiss and my entire body rebels when I think of you. God, you are so unbelievably amazing and I’m utterly and completely and insanely in love with you.
Yeah, it feel so good to be in love with you, my Sweetest love…
When we push things too hard, they go away from us. That is a universal truth and I know now it’s true. If I pester you, invade your privacy, keep calling you and bother, then perhaps tonight, I would not have you. Love is patient and so am I. you mean so much to me. You are my love, my life, my soul mate, my everything. So I should cultivate soma patience and be the companion you always seek. The friend, the comrade, the mother, I will have all these roles. Because you are worthy of all the hardships and all the pains. You are truly worthy enough for my love, my compassion and my soul.
I have no words to express my happiness. You make me content and see the light. You always do. You are the most adorable thing that has happen to me. You are not the perfect love, you don’t know the art of caring, you hurt me, you are sadistic at times and the list of imperfections go on. But I love you. Knowing very well your imperfections and seeing you as my perfect match. I love you. I know now. Living without you is impossible. I would say that after million years too. I love you. You make me so complete and see the insanity in me. You are patient with me at times, at times you just snap but as your girl I should bear it all. That’s what a girl friend would do. I love you and I know very well you too. It’s not I wanna have a passionate affair sort of love perhaps, it is there within us but it is I want you when I’m older and when my hair is gray kind of love. A life long companionship. I need you. In every wake of my life, I need you. You bring out the best in me and all I have to do is to control my emotions. Life is not easy at all. Life just make us so frustrating at times but I will be stronger for both of us. My heart, I know it is too fragile, but the entire space is dedicated for you.
I’m not the perfect girl you want perhaps. But my love is so magnanimous, I’m sure no one will even come closer in that regard. You have my body, mind, soul and spirit. Your name is engraved in every blood vessel in my body. I love you purely, knowing who you are and I will never fail you. You are my love, you are my God and you are my best friend, my soul mate. You made me believe in love and life again. You are the greatest lover and you are just perfect to me.
I love you and I cannot live without you. That is a fact and I know that is the truth as I’m sure the sun is shining tomorrow and I love that fact. Moments away from you make me go insane but I will bear it since I have no other choice of course. When I’m with you my heart is somersaulting and it is just a wonderful feeling. To be with you, sitting next to you, holding your hands and listening to your voice, these are the few simple things in life, you may say, that make my life so complete. You complete me, in every way. That’s why I adore you, worshipping the ground you walk and it’s not at all a blind faith but love, that comes from the deepest end of my heart, once belong to me but now it’s all yours and I know you will make it safe. In your heart, I am safe too I know and you are making me so happy by giving me so much love. I get mad at you at times but I shouldn’t have. I should cultivate patience and love you, madly like I do now. I feel I can love you more. I will.
I will love you more, and more and more till I die, my everlasting love….