This love is crazy isn’t it? It makes me think of unimaginable feelings I seem to be having. But all in all, there is a huge empty space in my heart, when I am not with you. The longing not to make love but to hold your hands and lie down near you and listening to the beat of your heart.
It would be so peaceful…
~ Dilly ~
20/04/2014
It’s another 19th. Do you remember many moons ago a gentle soul fell in love with me. It was not easy because I had to fight with confusion and pride and then we discovered ourselves. Ever since then, oh boy, what a ride it was. Full of happiness and sometimes sadness. Frustration anger loneliness and misunderstanding was trying to get the worst of us.
I failed to read you at times but after all these years what I understood is that love is a commitment. When I say I love you, I am promising you that I would not break your heart but being with you through thick and thin. In good times and in bad. Holding your hand and making sure you get the best out of our relationship.
I love you so much, I tend to act naive at times but soon I rectify myself putting you before me. I hope I was able to make you happy all these years and I will in years to come.
You are not the easiest lover with your unexplained mood swings and fire balls of anger but I am sure that no one can make you happy like I do.
Well, it’s a fact.. ♥
~ Dilly ~
19/04 / 2014
I am definitely in pain. But if I want to be more positive, you may realise that you truly love me, like myself in this momentary separation. For me it is the greatest pain on earth. I am practically dead. It’s very hard to be positive about it… 😦
~ Dilly ~
18/04/2014
