Couldn’t be with you as I want and it hurts me. In our lives we become busy at times, not being able to be with the love of our lives. We do everything for them, work hard for them, do everything they need but we feel it’s not enough.
I do everything to be successful and then I know I can give you everything. You can be at ease, relaxed and I want that. I don’t mind shedding my sweat or blood or dying for you.
Do you know that?
I could die to give a better life for you. ..
I am sick. I hate to be. I should be able to run around as I please and give you the best all the time. I love it when you pinch my nipples and suck them and when you give me a slap in the back too. Not very hard but sexy enough. I want to get well soon. I want to be the one you would not take your eyes off. Your girl…♥
Another day. Oh, another day. Time pass so slowly when I am far away from you. It is killing me. But what can I do but keep mum and hoping time to pass fast till I see you again. It’s amazing what love can do to you. Love makes you happy and crazy at the same time leaving you paralyze in pain. Not just pain but excruciating, bone cracking pain.
Writing you a love letter means I am happy and relaxed and the gloomy dark clouds of pain is no more. I get agitated sometimes but believe me I don’t want to. I love you so much and I have promised to love you eternally. I am with you not because of the promise but because I need to. I know no one can make me feel the way you do. There is something about you which is irresistible and I keep falling in love with you. I am sorry but I can’t help loving you.
I was thinking all the ups and downs we had. All the pain I gave you and you gave me. How I disappointed you and you disappointed me. All in all, what matters is, even now you make me hot and cold at the same time and I think it is pure awesome. Love will decay, a smarty pant said but love would not. Many people tried to eradicate it from this earth it blossoms again and again, in the minds of us. Love never decays or get old. Perspective is. So since I want to fall in love everyday with you, I changed my perspective.
You are not perfect. Your ways have eroded my heart in zillion ways. I have to bear lots of pains and I am not the naïve girl you met couple of years ago. I was not sure of the powers of my love before. I was scared to lose you but I fear nothing now. It is a fact that we are meant to go that long long way. So better get used to it because I have asked for you in lives to come too. I have so much love for you, I want to give everything to you and make you satisfied. I may not sound gentler and stupid like before but the fact remain true to my heart.
I love you btw It’s a fact….
I just love you so much without even thinking whether you would love me back. Love is selfless and pure. May be you have not witnessed that sort of love in your life but believe me there is.
Love is patient and kind. It is not boastful but humble and quiet. I do not want to explain how much my love would weight because it is simply useless.
Being in love and being loved by the one you love is the greatest thing on earth. So I think I am just so luck to be blessed to have a love like yours.
I love you so much…