When I think of you…

When I think of you, I still feel my stomach having butterflies flying around.  The feeling that I am a teenager in love with the most handsomest guy in the world,  both inside and out. When I think of you, my nostrils burn, a sense of restlessness and loneliness creeps in. I want to love you the way I want, making you happy and relaxed and feel that you are the king of the world.
People ill treat us. Even those who are closer to us. I can bear anything but your bad mood. You are my life and only exception to my every belief. You can do anything to me and I don’t mind. I always wish to die before you because I can’t think of a life without you.
I love you so very very much…

~ Dilly ~
21/11/2013

I have promised to give you everything…

Yes, I have promised to give you everything. My heart my soul and my body. Yet I have disappointed you today. I long for your love, tell me is it wrong of me? A day where I can wake up next to you is all I yearn. Am I wrong? I love you so much, even my bone marrow inside me cry for you. I know I have born to love you. Am I wrong?
Yes I have promised to love you eternally and after. So please forgive me and take my all please?

~ Dilly ~
19/11/2013

I just want you…

I want to take care of you the way I want. At the moment I can’t and it makes me crazy. I can’t do anything the way I want. Grrrr…
Such an irritating feeling. All my powers are useless. What a tragedy it is to wake up alone after dreaming of you all night. I love you. Where is God? I want him to help me. I rather die than feeling lonely in this pain.
Please help me God, to be with my love.  I feel nothing without my love. I love you so very much. Please be with me. Love me. Say everything will be alright. I miss you so much….

~ Dilly ~
11/11/2013

I am here for you always…

I just love you. Night separate us. It makes my heart ache. The darkness fill me with gloom and loneliness. I love you so much. I am empty without you. Just a floating leaf. Come and find me.

~ Dilly ~
10/11/2013

Miraculous You…

Just when I thought I will go numb as a zombie and try to be brave despite the tears if sadness falling from my eyes, no I was not being a drama queen but merely missing you so badly since I feel a strong presence of you in my heart, you called me. The gloom and death like silence and melancholy is no more. My heart rejoiced and I felt rejuvenated.  How you can lift the dark clouds in my bad day. You are indeed a miracle…

~ Dilly ~
09/11/2013