I don’t know whether you read this. That does not matter, really. You are such a God send. I want you to know that, being with you, makes me whole. Makes me ME. The happy me. You complete me, totally and colour my empty life. you care for me, think of me, love me. That’s great. Every girl’s dream.
And you are my dream come true.
I love you so very much, I do, with every breath I take…
I have told you how much I love you and as you know a second away from you seems like a life time away. I try to do other things and forget my pain, the sense of loneliness in me. My life has no meaning whatsoever if I can’t see you, be around and feel your love. I miss you. Every atom of my body misses you, terribly and it is such a hurt, you know. I have lost purpose of my life, when I don’t see you. You have made me a better person and I don’t know how I should be thankful to you. I want to run far far away with you, where I can live my life to the fullest without any disturbances and obstacles. I love you so much.
I love you to the very core of me. All my blood cells carry your name around my body and to my heart, where my love multiplies. When I breathe, all my sighs remind me how lonely I am, without you. Your love consumes me, when you are near and far away. My finger tips year your touch, they want it so bad I had to ask them to lie low. My lips are in agony for a week now. I have tried all my charm to distract them and they don’t listen to me anymore. I’m so in love with you. I can’t exactly pin point the moment I fell for you, it has been a long process but now I am, irrevocably and madly in love with you and I am in agonizing, excruciating pain when I am far away with you. I’m haunted with nightmares, where I see you with pretty girls, which I feel so helpless and when I wake up I cry and pour my sadness unto my pillow and I feel sorry for it too. It has seen my pain, my melancholy and my worst moments. I miss you so much and I can’t help it and so do you. At times we are meant to be away for sometimes and it kills me, literally and I hate it. You, being a busy body, don’t have time to ponder about these minute details and men usually don’t linger on these. But being a girl friend is not easy and I’m determined to make myself tougher and heartless for today.
Otherwise I would break into zillions of tiny particles and fade away…..
I want you to know that I’m such an idiot at times but I’m your idiot. I love you madly, love to pamper you with everything I have. Love to give my everything for you, even my life, I will not think twice. If I have made a stupid mistake, forgive me. I love you so much baby. You are my everything, it’s not just words, it’s what’s echoing in my heart…
I feel like a looser. Love is not enough at times isn’t it? Love is just a word that sound hollow. Love is such a pure and precious word. I love you. I love you so much. When I think of you, my eyes fill with tears, you are adorable, my gosh, yes you are. What would I not do for you? I would die for you. How can I prove my love to you? How can I feel you love me too? God I still believe in. I have only him now. I love you and I shout that in top of my voice, but no one hear it. Have I become dumb? No one hears it. Do you hear it? Memories hurt me, so much. It is as if zillion needles hit me at once, piercing my heart, stabbing it again and again. Love is such a painful feeling. I have never betrayed your love, I promise you that. You and me, we are meant to be. I will wait, till my heart can bear this pain of not knowing what you feel. You never hurt me, that’s why you let me stay, next to you. I love you, I love you so much. Don’t you feel it?
I have no words to express my happiness. You make me content and see the light. You always do. You are the most adorable thing that has happen to me. You are not the perfect love, you don’t know the art of caring, you hurt me, you are sadistic at times and the list of imperfections go on. But I love you. Knowing very well your imperfections and seeing you as my perfect match. I love you. I know now. Living without you is impossible. I would say that after million years too. I love you. You make me so complete and see the insanity in me. You are patient with me at times, at times you just snap but as your girl I should bear it all. That’s what a girl friend would do. I love you and I know very well you too. It’s not I wanna have a passionate affair sort of love perhaps, it is there within us but it is I want you when I’m older and when my hair is gray kind of love. A life long companionship. I need you. In every wake of my life, I need you. You bring out the best in me and all I have to do is to control my emotions. Life is not easy at all. Life just make us so frustrating at times but I will be stronger for both of us. My heart, I know it is too fragile, but the entire space is dedicated for you.
I’m not the perfect girl you want perhaps. But my love is so magnanimous, I’m sure no one will even come closer in that regard. You have my body, mind, soul and spirit. Your name is engraved in every blood vessel in my body. I love you purely, knowing who you are and I will never fail you. You are my love, you are my God and you are my best friend, my soul mate. You made me believe in love and life again. You are the greatest lover and you are just perfect to me.
I love you and I cannot live without you. That is a fact and I know that is the truth as I’m sure the sun is shining tomorrow and I love that fact. Moments away from you make me go insane but I will bear it since I have no other choice of course. When I’m with you my heart is somersaulting and it is just a wonderful feeling. To be with you, sitting next to you, holding your hands and listening to your voice, these are the few simple things in life, you may say, that make my life so complete. You complete me, in every way. That’s why I adore you, worshipping the ground you walk and it’s not at all a blind faith but love, that comes from the deepest end of my heart, once belong to me but now it’s all yours and I know you will make it safe. In your heart, I am safe too I know and you are making me so happy by giving me so much love. I get mad at you at times but I shouldn’t have. I should cultivate patience and love you, madly like I do now. I feel I can love you more. I will.
I will love you more, and more and more till I die, my everlasting love….